Room temperature coffee

Tomorrow I will be having this test which carries 20% marks for one of my final year modules.
20% is a lot and thus I have prepared myself to study as much as I could today to score tomorrow.

But,

have you ever had this feeling where you get very nervous when test is coming near, you are scared to death since you haven't been studying at all, you know you will just fail if you don't study and come back home empty handed ... OR that you are full of excitement as you know you can do the test, you will go in to the classroom full of confidence and you bet you will score high?

I have neither... It's not that I am good at the module, indeed I could say I am not as ready yet, but It's not to say that I know nothing about the module.. I still have more than basic knowledge of it.. yet, there is no excitement around, there is no nervousness around.. Hmm, what's up Terry?

It's like a glass of room temperature coffee, not hot, not cold..  and it sucks.